Honestly...

It is so hard for me to be honest. I feel like if anyone were to ask me a question I would survey my environment, contemplate how I should feel, and then check to see if that would hurt any one's feelings and only then would I give a shallow, partially true (at best) answer. I have been trying to be right instead of truthful for so long that I have lost part of myself. Will I ever have the courage and the words to just be honest?